This has been just an “off” month I guess. I’ve been kind of going through the motions each day. It’s weird and hard to explain.
I’ve had a lot go on in the last couple weeks. Just some changes here and there and some have turned our world upsidedown unfortunately. We can’t change anything, so it’s just something to accept and move on. I am worried about the husband though. He seems ok, but maybe he’s just going through the motions too.
We kind of had a little routine going since we’ve lived here and I’ve liked that a lot. Our days were basically the same, I knew what to expect, and well…now it’s kind of like, ok…what’s next?
I’m sure this too shall pass, but in the meantime I just want to get my life back to the working order it was in! I liked that little life. it was simple, predictable…orderly. This is a mess. Chaos…stress…the unknown. Sucks.
Even the whole dog food thing is off. I can’t seem to have enough food thawed out when I run out of food. I ran almost completely out of necks the other day and the next package was completely frozen. Last box I was totally on top of it…this month, not so much. It’s not really a big thing, just something I’ve noticed.
There’s so much I want to say and get off my chest. Nothing about anyone or any situation in particular, just general things. But I’ll leave that for another time, another blog and another day.
I have a case of the Mondays on a Tuesday…
